Saturday, December 17, 2011

你的爱,好温暖 :')

那天我刚从诗巫回来的时候,
你就冲来我家,
冲进房间看到我后就把我拉进你的怀抱。。
温柔的说:我好想你

自从我回来后,
我们两个就想口香糖一样从早粘到晚。。
每一分每一秒都在通电话 :3
直到前天,
你开始打工了。。

我其实以为他只是要拿工作经验。。
谁知。。
他是为了我的圣诞礼物和生日礼物而赚钱的。。

笨蛋,
你辛苦了。。
从来没有人为了我而做那么多事情。。
谢谢你。。

昨天,
是我们的11个月快乐。。

人家说爱情就像捡石头。。
看见了喜爱的石头,
就把它捡了当成掌上明珠。。
但日子久了,
才发现原来这块石头不适合自己,
就随手扔去。。

但你有没有想过,
人生中有哪块石头是完完全全适合你?
没有,对吧?
其实只要耐心并且细心去琢磨这块石头,
必定回磨成你满意的形状。。
爱情也是如此 :)

门心自问,
在这段感情里你们真的尽全力去包容、忍耐对方了吗?
还是你们之间的考验太难了?
没有人,
是完全适合自己的,
关键是在你们有没有那颗真心去维持这段感情。。
那些恩爱的老夫老妻,
真的从开始恋爱到两人满头白发时的感情路上都是一帆风顺的吗?
不是,
他们只是互相扶持地走下去

曾经任性、固执的我,
如今因爱情而成长了许多

还在青春期的你,
为了让我未来和你能够生活得更好,
已经开始计划我们的未来

"我爱你"不是哄人的甜言蜜语。
而是对对方一辈子的承诺

:让我照顾你
:让我陪伴你

旦愿我们"1"生"1"世永不分离,
携手面对未来的种种挑战

杨俊杰,
我爱你 ♥

stupid job.... but worth it xD

Yawn... just started doing a job two days ago.

what is my job?


repacking expired butter.... ==

well its not reli expired its just dat because they kept it in the freezer so its okay.

But still it smells like..... butter..

im doing this job becoz im going to use the money to buy stuff for her. (her bday is coming... ._.)

i already know what to buy. But im not going to tell her xD...

alrite thats all for this time.

love her forever <3

Monday, December 12, 2011

Baby, I'm home soon :')

Just 3 more days to go,
And I'm going home :'3
I'm looking forward to it..

Dear,
Be patient kay?
I'm home soon..
I know,
U have been waiting very long for me,
Sry for making u waiting n suffering these few weeks..
I'll give u a big HUGS and KISSES when I meet u ♥

Recently happened many things..
But I have to say sorry to someone..
I don't know will u still going to read my blog or not..
If u reli come to read my blog..
I just want to say,
I'm sorry..
I din mean to hurt ur heart..
But please always remember,
I ignore ur relationship request is not bcoz u're not a nice guy..
Is bcoz there's someone in my heart already..
Trust me,
U're a nice guy,
U'll find someone who's worth for ur heart..
I din blame u for blocking me in FB..
Coz it's very suffer for u to face everything of me n him..
Lastly I jus wan to say,
I'm glad to have a friend like u :)

And dear,
Don feel useless when got ppl chase me..
My heart,
I still urs..
Be confidence in urself!
Aren't u're my Ironman? :)
In my heart,
U're my Superman..
You saved me from depress n sadness..
And give me lots of happiness..
Sometimes I might be sad, or cry..
But Tat's also bcoz love right?

Baby,
I'm home soon..
Just don think too much..
Me,
Joanne Lau Tze Onn,
Since the day u propose to me,
Is already ur wife..
Trust me,
Trust urself..

Chris,
I love you...

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Chris, you're my superman :)

A night b4 last nite,
I had a nightmare,
And it made me woke up in tears.

I dreamed,
I went to a vacation with him.
We played happily during the vacation.
But somehow,
One day when he went to take bath,
I quarrel with a gang of gangsters.
He came out from the bathroom and saw us.
He immediately protect me but those gangsters seems not happy.
After that we walked away.
Few minutes later,
I dunno why I can't find him.
I looked him for the whole night,
But I can't find him everywhere.
The next day morning,
I'm very depressed.
Suddenly,
Someone came to inform me a bad news.
The news drives me insane.
I ran into our resort's toilet.
Yeah,
I almost fainted.
I saw his dead body infront of me.
Those gangsters murdered him!!
I sat down and cried badly,
I crawled to his body and hugged him.
That feeling,
Was so real.
I felt very scared and woke up.
I cried on my bed,
That dream always haunted me,
I can't even sleep anymore.
The next day,
I texted him.
He comforted me and ask me not to think so much.
I didn't,
I just dunno why I will have this kind of nightmare.
Please,
I wish it will never happened.
I can't live without him.

Last night,
I can't sleep.
I'm scared I'll have the same nightmare again.
So I played facebook to pass the time.
I was thinking about him the whole night.
Around 2:50am,
He called me.
I'm so happy.
Haha,
I told him we no need to sleep anymore.
He said he don't wanna sleep,
He wanted to talk to me.
But around 4:30am,
He fell asleep.
So cute,
Such a piggy :3
After having a long time talking with him,
I felt I'm feeling better,
And can sleep dy :)

Thanks dear,
For always be there for me when I need you.
Chris,
You're my SUPERMAN ;)
I love you <3

Saturday, December 3, 2011

My holiday at Sibu

Today is the 3rd day in Sibu.
He miss me very much.
Till his life is messed up.
Seldom eat, drink and even din bath.
My dear,
Be strong k?
I miss you too.

This afternoon,
I heard u cried in ur dream talk.
You knw,
My heart feels very sad.
I can't do anything but hearing u cry.
How I wish I can teleport to ur side and hugs you.

Everyone says,
When the one you love is missing you like the way you miss him,
It's a happiness :)
Yeah,
This is the first time someone miss me so much.
Thanks dear,
I'm so lucky to have you.

Recently we have some argue on an anime.
You blame urself for having stupid interest on it.
But the one who needs to say sorry is me.
It's my problem.
One of my sis told me,
Everyone can love tat anime,
Not only u n her.
So,
I shouldn't get jealous on it.
Sorry dear,
I just hate to think abt the past.
Now it's okay le,
I will walk on.
Coz I knw u only loves me :)

Persuade my mum to let me get back to Kuching earlier ><
I want to meet you.
This year's Christmas,
I'll let u have the best Christmas ever.
Just wait for it ;)

Chris,
I love you.
Wait me back home <3